When times were tough, I found a way
to bury my feelings with nothing to say.
But now that I’m older, I now understand
That these are the cards I hold in my hand.
No college degree could get me away
from the home that I hate, so I have to stay.
The cold wintry weather doesn’t compare,
and I’m starting to think it’s just not fair.
I thought at this point I’d be having fun
but all I do is feel and run.
But all I can do is hope for better,
Just for now, in December.
It’s been a while. And I hope to update more often considering I feel more now that I am home. I’m having a hard time adjusting to life after graduation. I always thought I’d have a full-time job that I loved, a place of my own, and moving on with my life instead of staying still. Instead, I have my old room, my old rules, and the same old arguments with my parents. But like I said… I’m just hoping for better this December. What are you hoping for? Thoughts?
